beyond frustrated...

i really, REALLY want to do something about my body. i signed up for the national body challenge on the discovery channel's website. here's the problem... when you sign up for things like that, they give you a meal plan. "HERE'S YOUR HEALTHY MENU!" it shrieks at me from the top of the page. problem is, the menu consists of a whole bunch of shit that currently resides at the grocery store, and not in my kitchen. how can i do this when everything seems to be working against me? i cannot afford to run out and buy chicken and fish and fresh produce every couple of days... WTF.i have $270 to last me the next 2 and a half weeks. this is not working. fuck.