here we go...

so, i don't really know how many times i have said "i'm serious about this"... but i think last night was a giant wake up call. i'm getting married. in a year, if all works out. which means that in about 6 months, i'm going to need to have a wedding dress. which in turn means that i'm going to need to be the size i want to be for my wedding. i was thinking yesterday that i feel like i've lost a little weight, just due to stress and being too busy on some days to eat. if i can keep up a little momentum, and not do anything stupid (like going shopping for pants and being disappointed in how big i am and then getting depressed and gorging myself) i might be able to do this. i'm trying to get kevin to work with me a little bit... that'll help i think. i also looked into the kettlebell workout thing you told me about. i'm going to need to go to target and pick on up. i'm really excited. i hate that i can't tell anyone. i'm so retarded- i just want to change my relationship status on facebook. lol. then i started thinking last night about all the stuff we have to do... holy crap. i'm really overwhelmed. i want you to know, though, that this isn't going to be a "normal" maid of honor job. i think there will be way less to do. ok, i've gotten completely off track and turned this into crazy bridal blog. losing weight- #1 goal. here i go.