active

kevin got me a new game for the wii- called active. it lets you put in all your info and gives you a trainer. i'm doing a 30-day challenge, working out 4-5 days a week. every day the routine is different so you don't get bored. you can also take a fitness survey every day and document other activities. so far, it's been really good- working on getting back to eating well, and i do about a 20-minute workout everyday. that's it for now.

hmm.

back again... i killed the blog and fell off my diet almost immediately. didn't help that portland happened the next week and i ate like... well... like i was on vacation. i want to get back on. i want to, so badly. it's so effin hard though. i really don't have the money to go spend on special food for myself every week... and a lot of times when i do bring food home, i can't exactly write my name on my shit... parents would definitely take offense to that. so it disappears and i'm left with junk. i wish i had money to take a class... something to get in shape. but i don't. i'm super frustrated because i cannot, for the life of me, find a job. no one will hire me only for the summer. it's not worth the training at some place new. because i'm frustrated and stressed, i eat more. it sucks. bad. whatever.

done

so i guess i'm done with this blog. i think i can keep good enough track of myself just on the wii fit... pia, you haven't posted anything all weekend, and that's fine... but i was only making a blog for feedback's sake and maybe to keep other people motivated as well... i sent invites to ashley claire and melissa because they all expressed an "interest" in documenting things with me. clearly no one was serious. so, this is my last post.

Sundays

i think i'm not going to post for sundays. it should be a day of rest... and while i did "indulge" yesterday, i think i kept it within reason, and i still worked out. works for me.

Sami's Saturday, May 9

Breakfast... just grabbed a banana on the go.
Snack- pear
Lunch- turkey, spinach, cucumber, tomato, sprouts, black olives in a wrap
Snack- Sugar free pudding cup and 2 strawberries
Dinner (at Kevin's)- Lean Cuisine *spa cuisine* Chicken Mediterranean (delicious but so much sodium!)
Snack- More strawberries. yum.

not much for excercise today. skipped my cousin katie's graduation party to go to softball practice and i was one of only 2 people who showed up. (glad all these bitches on my team are wasting my time...) we played for like 50 minutes and then cut out cause it started to rain.

Sami's Friday, May 8

yeah... i don't really want to talk about it. but, here goes. most of the day was fine... till i got to melissa's house.

breakfast- 2 eggs, scrambled, with red and green peppers and a slice of wheat toast and cantaloupe
snack- 4 dried apricots
lunch- 1/2 turkey sandwich on wheat with tomato, cucumber, sprouts, spinach, light italian dressing. 1/2 serving of baked lays
snack- edy's whole fruit bar
dinner- 2 egg omelet with red and green peppers and asiago cheese. 8 oz. unsweetened cranberry juice

sigh... at mel's: 2 turkey hot dogs. one on a bun with ketchup. one naked. handful of cheese itz. 4 gummi bears. 2 pieces pineapple. like 3 potato chips, and half a dozen or so carrots. 1 miller lite, 2 (small) margaritas, 1 1/2 shots of tequila with lime and salt

spent 20 minutes on the bike in the morning- 4 miles- and mowed the lawn.

P*s Thursday

breakfast: 3 eggs, scrambled
snack: fruit
lunch: 1/2 Jersey Mike's Turkey Sub. Totally forgot the cheese inside. DOH.
snack: 1/2 Odwalla Superfood smoothie & Raspberries, Kiwi
dinner: whole wheat pasta w/ low sodium Vodka sauce, mixed veggies (broc, carrots, edamame)
snack: Kashi Bar Thing

REST DAY: My ass just wasn't havin it.