first workout in a while

i got new shoes, so i'm back to working out. shoes aren't broken in though, obviously, and now i have a nasty blister on my right achiles after walking 3.4 miles in an hour. i have a good workout playlist with some angry, fast-paced stuff, as well as some feel-good type shit that gets me all hyped up. also, i saved some workout videos in my netflix queue that i can do when it's too disgustingly hot and humid out to walk down to the fitness room. i'm looking into some exercises to do on the weight machines and stability balls to get some variety and keep myself from losing interest in just walking all the time. yep.

back once again...

yo yo yo... starting this thing back up for the long haul. hope you'll be right here with me.

here's what i'm thinking: i don't like how i look in pictures these days. i look completely different than i did before i gained all this weight. i used to think i was pretty... i don't anymore. it's going to be more than a little bit difficult to keep a good diet going, since i'm living with kevin and working in a bakery, i always have access to crap food. so, this is going to be WAY more of an effort to keep myself on a good workout routine. i know that if i use a little will power, i can stay on track cause when i work at it, i work hard.

here we go.